When the World says
give up
HOPE WHISPERS
try it one more time.
I put up with a lot
of stuff. Sometimes life can seem so hard. I remember telling
myself sometimes, "It'll be okay once I lay down in my grave; it won't
hurt so bad then". Then I have to remind myself that I've gone
through my savings and I need to rebuild my wealth so that my family, at least,
can put me to rest properly. And so I remain.
There are a lot of
times when I just want to walk away from it all. My life before MS was free and
full and fun. It was filled with endless opportunities and endless
thrills. But there has to be a reason behind this madness called MS.
I know that there is some way of getting rid of it, and I hope I do
before I die because I do want a better quality of life again. I want to
feel whole again. I want to do things and not be afraid. I want my life back.
Hope whispers to me.
It makes me have faith in there here and now, and the future. Hope
makes me feel like things will get better. So many families out there are
suffering, but they pull through and stick together. I do thank GOD for
the fact that my family is still in tact. Whenever I feel like just giving up,
I think about all I gave up in the first place just to be here with them, and
then I get over whatever feelings I was going through that would ever make me
think an "exit" will make things right. I'm not perfect, but I
do have heart. and as long as it's beating, I'll do my all in everything.
HOPE whispers "one more time", and so I pull up a chair and
stay awhile.
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